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well.. as you allknow i’m having holiday now.. suppose to post this up yeaterday but my comp keep giving problems.. haihz.. and my comp is out now!!

AGIAN!!!!

GRrr… *sOBS!*

Stef’s coming back!!!! yay!!!! Miss ya Gurl!

oh well finally get to go out today!.. went to school, see sponsors for talentime night, teman my ‘boss’-edric(business director) to do his stuff cause he’s short of time..

cause of meeting the sponsor who last minute postpone the time.. make his time-table hay wire.. haha!!

by the time i reach home it’s already 7 something.. so tired.. didn’t feel like eating ade.. hehe.. but have to cause mom already cooked it..

hehe!!

now my job is to take care grandma.. cause she do too much stuff esspecially walking.. haha.. but you know lar.. old women… a bit sturbon..

but i understand that she wants to do things herself.. hehe..

yesterday brought her to see Doctor cause ther both hands no strenght..

suspected viral feaver.. but now ok ade.. cause now on medication and doctor actually prescribe vitamins for her.. haha..

i think it’s those stronger 1.. but he’s impress of my grandma’s will power!! at the age of 85.. she’s recovering fast..

haha!! of course! is my granny! *big hug for granny!*

hope she get well soon!!!=p

FGS dong zen CNY lantern and flora festival 2007 finally have come to an end. after almost 2 weeks there, i actually gain weight.. haha.. anyway..this year’s chinese new year is simply different for me cause quite rushing and this year have lots of things to do. As one of the main committee, i learn how to do things properly.. though there’s a lot of presure and tiredness, but i’m actually a winner casue i know loads of nice ppl and work with them.. most of them are first timers as in for those who came in dong zen or first time doing this float procession thing.

just like every other year, our youth group are participating in float procession.. the event was big! after every round of proccesion, though we feel tired but we actaully feel very proud and happy that ppl admire and liked it..

hm..though i didn’t get to stay till the last day of chinese new year which is the last day of this lentern and flora festival exhibition, i can feel the sadness when we discuss what’s going to happen on the last day at night..

oh well.. i just wanna say many thanks to the committee who gave me a chance to join you guys and for your guidence, and sorry for anything i’ve done wrongly.And to my fellow branch members, sorry for always not being by your side most of the time and thanks for understanding.. thanks for helping out.. i really appreciate it!

thank you everyone!!!!

hugs!

may everything goes perfoectly for you for the rest of the year!!!

=)

these days i’m feeling quite tired and sleepy.. don’t knwo why.. and BA paper is after FF! yiks!is just hard to get through.. why my parent’s keep saying i didn’t listen properly only give them answer. and say that that’s why your result is so bad.. but what i heard is like that and say i’m so stupid and slow.. you want to knwo how that feels? i’m in the middle of exam and so much stuff to do! how can they handle it?time management? some say i need time management… but not that i don’t know how to plan my time.. after planning ,for example ,planning something which i know wouldn’t effect anyone then later got turn down by parents and say i didn’t think these and that, say i dind’t plan! don’t know how to plan and all.. actualyl i did! only me myself who knows.. but  nvm.. i’m used to it already.. oh well better get back to my studies…

                                       *27 jan 2007*

oh my gosh! exam coming and i’m not studying!!! yiks!!! oh well.. got excuse today! hehe.. cause today is dad’s birthday and stef’s birthday party!! well we’ve been very sneaky! hehe.. we went out for breakfast in the morning, then after that i went to do rebonding cause last week they dind’t do straight enough.. then while i was doing my rebonding sis and cousin pame went to buy cake.. 1 for daddy and 1 for auntie doris! casue her birthday is the next day.. we made reservasion in Jack’s Place in 1u. sis and cousin pame went to 1u in the earlier afternoon after they bought the cake.. then i went to pick them up cause cousin irene can’t make it in time.. hehe.. by the time we came back is already 5. just bout time to rest and get ready for dinner..

after our dinner we have cakes.. they both were like ‘oh we got cake too?!’ haha.. they look surprise i guess that’s what they say.. anyway after that went to walk around for a while then we split up with aunte doris and family casue i need to go to stef’s house.. while i arrive just right in time!

none of them left yet.. few mins later wen and raechen left.. then we talk.. tok lots of poser pics.. haha.. really funny.. then later some of them left for home and the rest of us, hehe.. sleepover at her place!!!! haha.. them funny… we found a lot of snails, frog and crickets on the playground and along the side where wetake a night walk.. then we came to "the tunnel" which were so freaky last time we freak out and ran!.. sound silliy rite? ahha.. because the light of the tunnel went off as we go near the last time.. hehe.. oh well this time it went the save but we work out on our bravery to wlk trough the tunnel with the little help of little hp light..dansen actually took a video of it.. haha…

later we took turns to wash up and we watch movies till quite late.. but a few of us dosed off after the second movie.. ehhe.. then later we all climb up the stairs to stef’s room and sleep after stef and eve fin thier last movie.. chris and eve dodn’t sleep till 7 cause her room was too cold! they actually went downstairs and chit chat till 7 only went to bed…

                                       *28 Jan 2007*

we went to the curve for breakfast in paddington house of pancake.. had a really bad experience there because the waiterfause us to take something that we dind’t order..he seems pissed! what happen to customers always right?!?!

after that jing left and later leslie.. we walk around at the bazzar then headed home…

                                                    *15 Dis 2006*

today is 1st day of my life sitting airplane… hehe.. i know it sounds weird but ya.. hehe.. anyway.. i still have to attend school today for replacement but left at 9.15 cause train today having problem.. was stuck in Masjid Jamek for bout 10 mins before moving on..quite excited actually i mena i cna’t wait to sit on the airplane.. ehhe.. today is also the 1st day for ai wo qing nian da hui shi…this is some pics that we took in the plane hehe…

                             *16 Dis 2006 *

today went for island hopping!!! so cool!!! was quite hot actually.. got tanned when i came back.. hehe.. went to sit cable car the after that.. ws very chilly up there.. cause of the strong wind! the bridge was close becasue of that bad whether.. =( but that night, i was really in a big shock!cause i won a prize in camp! zui jia fa xing yi gong jiang…whole malaysia only 9 ppl got this prize.. so scary!!

look carefully you might see the pouring rain on the sea! so cool!~

                             *17 Dis  2006 *

Went to tour around the island.. very fun! bought lots of chocolates!!! and some fruit wain and Kampai…quite nice.. and it’s so cheap there!!!

these days i’m getting very emmotional.. don’t know why?

is it because ppl expecte too much form me?

or because i’m just too tired? i don’t know why?

it just runs into my mind..

i’m more quite these days compare to before.

i’m worrying more about stuff than before…

i just wanna cry..

wanna cry in some place dark where no one can see..

just wanna relax my mind..

somewhere i can not think about anything…

i just feel like going to the park or the sea?

to hear the birds chatting,

the ocean wave sound…

life have always been like that..

is it because i’m too tired of what people expect on me?

or to change me?

or feeling left out?

i just don’t know!

there’s just too many things too think about…

lately i’ve been feeling very tired, in digestion, lazy, get heated up easily.. don’t knwo why… may be it’s the things i’ve been involve in..i need to wake up from this… how come ppl can stay awake but i can’t? i really need time management planning … need to take up that as soon as possible..

must try to understand what’s happening.. haihz.. anyway… i’m little nervouse about tom’s itinery for camp.. first time i ahve to host the telematch section myself.. hope it turns out well…

i’m just very sick and tired of life now but life have to still go on and it’s getting tougher till i get my diploma and finish up my professional paper…=)

after finishing the event for the campers today, i have to start preparing for my assignments! yikes!!! very worried on my assignments and my studies now.. result will be out next week and i’m not prepared.. i wanna score in everyting but this wouldn’t happen..

now we are preparing for another event,- yearly display work. and they always have a lot of event in the year end to fill up student’s time for holiday.. i hope everyone cna make full used of thier holiday time and for SPM students.. good luck in your exam! wish ya all the best!!! it will be soon over bvefore you know it! GAMBATEH! to all!!!

okay i start to blog again. don’t know why but just feel like it. stef should be happy to hear about this. just came back from poangkor yesterday. quite a pleasent stay there. lots of funny things happen there. people miaght ask how’s the seafood there but the only thing i can answer is actaully vegetarian. why? because my mom’s company majority of them are indians. and indians have to be vegetarian on certain days of the week( that what i’ve been told from my indian friends)but that applys only to women.haha.. and the funnniest part was, the guys hate veges. but it’s normal.. hehe..cause not many guys a i know eat veges..hehe

after coming back from there, i notice a lot of stuff have change…well.. nvm…anyway,monday is an off day for me. was watching "If Only" just now. it is a very touching story! i like that part where the boyfriend gave his girlfriend a bracelet with a flower,a note(music note), a violin-that represents her,a train that they sat on that day, an eiffle tower which they always wanted to see,a frying pan which means she’s the only person he know who can do the fliping thing, and a heart which represented his heart. this is really nice! hehe.. very cute..  that saddest part was it didn’t end with a happy ending.=(